Andre Johnson, also known as rapper Christ Bearer of the group Northstar, has spoken out about his alleged suicide attempt.
After reportedly cutting off his penis and jumping from the balcony of his second-floor Los Angeles apartment, Johnson says he had been depressed about not being able to see his two daughters due to a restraining order. After smoking marijuana and reading literature about monks and vasectomies, he "felt like his world was collapsing," TMZ reports.
Though plastic surgeons were able to reattach his penis, which has since re-gained its functions, the 40-year-old may not be able to have children. As for his questionable Wu-Tang affiliation, Johnson declares, "I am the fucking Wu Tang."