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RESPONSIBILITY 101



She was a woman living in her own world,

Having trained for her role since she was a little girl

And didn’t care what she had to do to get it.

Her life has always been seen as incredible.

The manner in which she lives and conducts herself is impeccable.

There is none like her, and she knows it.

People envied what she represented, and she exploited it.

Money doesn’t define the kind of woman she has become.

She used her influence to diffuse the myth that coming from nothing and becoming something couldn’t happen.

It could, if you only believed in what you wanted to achieve.

In her spare time she would find enjoyment in spending it with girls and boys in after school programs,

Sharing with them tips on how to come to grips with their lot in life and still make a difference.

Many looked up to her for strength and she gave them that.

But the fact still remained that there was another side to her that few had seen.



Remember she was a woman living in her own world,

Having trained for her role since she was a little girl,

And didn’t care what she had to do to get it.

With all the good she did it seemed not to ride her of the vice

s that had become a part of her life.

You see, she had a thing for bad boys.

It was nothing serious, just something to play with, like a toy.

And then she would leave it where she found it,

Not wanting to seem too attached.



They didn’t have to be handsome or even rich,

Her perfect fit was someone rough and even untamed.

It was a game. She didn’t want them to have any part of her world.



The aim being to keep them in their place. She didn’t even have to know their full names.

They would do things she would never discuss.

Some of them unprotected, just for the excitement or the rush.

Then afterwards she would find herself in tears, plagued by disgust.

On day, though, her perfect health gave way to aches and pains.

The strength she had relied on for years began to wane.

And her doctor confirmed the suspicions of her mind.

With all the wisdom she had acquired it was ignorance when feeding her desires that would be her downfall.

She had conducted her public life so meticulously,

Never thing that the carelessness of her private life could bring HIV.

But that became her reality.

A woman who lived in her own world,

Having trained for her role since she was a little girl.

Now educated in a new course called Responsibility 101.





© 2006 C. A. Webb

from his forthcoming book MY CONTROVERSY

November 29, 2006 at 7:54 pm