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“I’ll Be Missing You,” Puff Daddy feat. Faith Evans and 112 (1997)

 

There are lot of things that were very similar about [Notorious] B.I.G. and myself. I came up in Newark, so I wasn’t that far removed from the type of surroundings where Biggie grew up in Brooklyn. His mom was a devout Jehovah’s Witness and my grandparents were devout Christians. But most of all, I loved his spirit. I was never someone who liked to date the pretty boy or the jock. I like people who make me feel good about myself. The very first time I met BIG it was more of a funny connection. We were at an early promo shoot for Bad Boy—just BIG, myself and Craig Mack. I happened to be with Hurricane Gloria that day, who used to be down with Redman. I had just come from Red’s house. People don’t know, but Red was my 9th grade boyfriend [laughs]. Red was the church drummer at his mom’s church. This was before the music industry. He’s my daughter’s Godfather. So back to BIG…he and his crew knew Hurricane and they were looking at me like, ‘How do you know this chick?’ I ended up dropping BIG off in Brooklyn. He told me he was going to call me when he got out the car, but I hadn’t given him my number [laughs]. We got married a few weeks later.

Obviously, BIG’s death was a crazy time for me. I think “Missing You” was the first song I recorded during this period. I was still in shock; I just wanted to know who killed my husband. To tell you the truth, I didn’t even want to record “Missing You.” But after a while, I thought it would be a good idea to do a tribute to BIG and put something together for our kids and their future. Still, I didn’t want to perform that song on the MTV Video Music Awards. Once it blew up, I remember Puff calling me cursing me out like, ‘You ain’t going to fuck this shit up!’

I was crying because I just didn’t want to go onstage. Yes, I understood that ‘Missing You’ was a hit record, but performing that song was a fine line between doing something because it’s from your heart and doing it solely for commercial purposes. But this is a business, so I had to suck it up. What you saw on that show is exactly what I was feeling. I was still in mourning. I was still sorting out having to deal with his death and supporting Ms. Wallace. This all aside from having to get onstage and sing! I don’t think I’ve ever watched that performance. But God helped us to reach the best of our abilities that evening.

 

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The Internet Reacts To Carmelo Anthony Being Traded To The Chicago Bulls

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The Houston Rockets have agreed to trade Carmelo Anthony and cash to the Chicago Bulls, league sources tell ESPN.

— Adrian Wojnarowski (@wojespn) January 21, 2019

The NBA office will not execute the trade today because it's a holiday, league sources tell ESPN. To clear the way for Kenneth Faried to sign and play tonight in Philadelphia, Rockets had to waive to James Nunnally. Trade call on 'Melo will likely be Tuesday. https://t.co/Oo2IA0nsJP

— Adrian Wojnarowski (@wojespn) January 21, 2019

Anthony won't play a game for the Bulls, league source tells ESPN. He will be released and become a free agent if he clears waivers. https://t.co/Oo2IA0nsJP

— Adrian Wojnarowski (@wojespn) January 21, 2019

Social media caught wind of the news, and reacted with shock and of course with laughs via some hot takes.

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Check out some tweets below.

Melo is being held hostage by teams. Hopefully this means Liam Neeson will have a movie saving him come out around the trade deadline.

— Zach Harper (@talkhoops) January 21, 2019

Melo stans: THE BUUUUUUULLS? pic.twitter.com/Y9nYBgNFuX

— #RingerNBA (@ringernba) January 21, 2019

[email protected] fans looking at GM Lebron when Melo becomes free agent. pic.twitter.com/wJy3ujSAIH

— Yahoo Sports NBA (@YahooSportsNBA) January 21, 2019

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— Adrian Wojnarowski (@wojespn) January 21, 2019

For Anthony, his best bet is waiting until the Feb. 7 trade deadline to find his next team. He can wait for roster spots to open, trades to happen, etc, that'll create the best opportunity for him. Anthony wants to find a place to contribute. https://t.co/cRgbMalvTl

— Adrian Wojnarowski (@wojespn) January 21, 2019

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