It’s clear that Chris Brown is smack dab in the middle of a major growing moment. The embattled singer has become a mainstay in entertainment headlines, with little of them actually pertaining to his music. Earlier in the week, CB found himself in a bit of hot water after overreacting to a harmless selfie shot between model Tyson Beckford and ex-beau Karrueche Tran, which resulted in a bizarre apology to all parties involved.
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Not even a full week later, we see that Royalty’s father has been doing some soul searching after his string of hot-headed incidents. This time he’s not blaming all his woes on “light-skinned moments,” but instead on the negative energy he, himself, puts out into the atmosphere. In an open letter to his “konfuzed” self on Instagram, Breezy looks back on his publicized impulsive moments and the negative situations they’ve landed him in.
“I always thought I knew the concept of love,” he wrote. “Fame and Money can get in the way of that. Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes. I can’t speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see. I talk to God a lot now. He’s given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts becuz of my impulsive personality. The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it becuz of the choices I’ve made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff becuz I know what it’s like to be a young black ‘nigga’ in America. I always see the good in people even when they don’t see it. I love others more than myself at times. Everything u see on the surface does not reflect what’s inside. This is my white flag. I surrender to life and all its blessings. I refuse to be petty and attention seeking. To know me is to love me. Good Bad UGLY! Sincerely, Konfuzed.”
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Hopefully this means that internal change is truly on the way for him.
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