While Bruce Jenner’s transition has just been confirmed to the masses, the former Olympian’s family has being dealing with his revelation long before the 20/20 interview with Diane Sawyer. Their moments have been documented in an upcoming E! special, titled Keeping Up With The Kardashians: About Bruce.
“He has to deal with this for his entire life of waking up and feeling like ‘Whoa, this isn’t my body, this doesn’t feel comfortable,’” Kim tells Kris. “That’s the only way I can kind of imagine it. And you really have to let go.”
In tears, Kris questions her history with Bruce, wondering whether or not their memories were authentic.
“I have these memories of this life, and I feel sometimes like it didn’t exist.”
According to E!, the special “will reveal intimate conversations that Bruce had with his famous family, in which they discussed his transition.” Part one will premiere on May 17, and part two will premiere on May 18.
Watch the first sneak peek of Keeping Up With Kardashians: About Bruce in the video above.